Hey the names Katie and this is my life, in blogspot style:)
Well i go to this little school with like maybe unnder 300 kids, you would expect there be no drama but NO there is a lot of drama that goes on that not many people know about.
My life is complicated as is; and the last thing i want is drama... but no... it seems to follow me around like a cat and mouse. im the mouse and drama is the cat. it wont stop chasing me. its like what the heck??
Anyways. so i have this friend, hmm lets say her name is Rihanna... well we were/are best friends.. right now the status of our friendship is: unknown... Recently we had kind of a fight. and this is how it started:
So we had been having some problems before Thanksgiving break but nothing really big...
one of them is she has this friend; uhh Cher. and apparently Cher is a huge crap talker. and yet
Rihanna is still friends with her even though she knows what shes like...... im like wow..
anyways. i dont like Cher- at all. Well Rihanna had been hanging out with Cher A LOT and i got
jealous. me being the jealous type... so on the night of Thanksgiving i was having a really bad day.
and on top of that i left my phone at my grammas house half an hour away... so i was sending people
people messages on facebook that i wouldnt be getting my phone till the next day or later; so when i sent
her a message i was very-- well, rude. i guess i was like:
"hey i left my phone at my grammas house;
not that you were texting me...
hope your having fun with Cher"
and then she IMd me and was like what the hell? and i was like im sorry i was upset and jealous because
i havent hung out with you in forever and havent seen you and i was just kinda a mess. and we kinda
sorted things out but; idk i kind of had this feeling that things werent quite settled but i just brushed it
off like it was nothing... and all during this she had been spending time with a mutual friend; hmm Marie..
and all through this i was kinda pushing her towards Marie and farther from me. And Marie had been going through a hard time with family issues so that was another reason they were talking a lot and hanging out
a lot more. Then on the Tuesday after Thanksgiving break they didnt sit with me in history; they usually did..
i was like okay fine okay... i was kind of mad but more just kinda like uhm why arent they sitting with me?
i didnt understand. and then after they hung out like by themselves the rest of the day and barely spoke to me
or anyone else in our little... -- 'clique' i guess you could say -- so that day i went home with my friend hmmm Sarah. and we hung out and went to youth group. then went to my grandmothers to spend the night. thats when everything went down,.. i sent Rihanna a text and this is how the conversation went:
Me: "Heyy):" (i accidentally had put a sad face)
Rihanna: what?
M: uhh nothing?
R: wtf?
M: what?? i accidently put a sad face! what is with you today?
R: nothing is with me today! and i just thought something was wrong since you put a sad face
M: okay.. why didnt you and Marie sit with me today in history?
R: uhm because marie didnt wanna talk to anyone about what happened?
M: how am i considered anyone? if anyone knows what shes going through its me?
R: im not saying you werent its just i was there for her a lot more and she just didnt want to talk to everyone
M: i was there for her too! i called her whenever i could! its not my fault i dont live up there!
R: im not saying you werent!
M: whatever.. i just didnt understand why you guys didnt sit with me and why did you like barely talk to me today?
R: what dont you understand? i dont get what your problem is
M: i do understand now! and nothing is my problem! i just wanna know why you barely spoke to me today! i feel like your acting like we arent friends anymore! and i dont want that!
R: well im not acting like that.. im going to sleep goodnight
after this conversation i was not very happy and was not looking forward to the next day... needless to say that was the last time we really talked... like yeah we talked not the next day (wednesday) but like little talk on thursday. and on Friday... again this is what hapenned: i get to study hall sit where we usually sit. she doesnt come in till like 10 or 15 minutes after i do with this other girl sits next to me and doesnt talk to me the whole time.... i was like.. okay.
Then there was today... so this is the class room:
there are rows of tables and an aisle in between
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i sit in the front row and in the aisle seat
normally she sits right next to me; today she sits in the same seat but in the row behind me. im like... okay alright. then i was like well im not gunna just sit here and do nothing so i turn around say hi how ya doing and stuff but thats it she answers then is quiet. doesnt respond with 'and you?' or something. nothing at all... then we went to the computer lab she sits next to me with this other girl and im like alright... then at 11:35 we are supposed to go to ASB she is sitting there with the other girl fooling around on the computer. so i just leave and when i get to ASB sit with my older friends. she comes in and looks at me and sits in the seat that is next to our other friends that are in the grade below us. and so today she ignored me the whole time except for when i spoke to her...... exciting right? not really.
well in this whole situation i feel like i did nothing wrong. and the reason why im not all upset and mad is because this isnt the first time this has happened to me... ever since last year when this happened with another girl i have become stronger and stuff. so im more prepared. anyways. i dont know what to think so.... yeah
well i started this blog for opinions so please comment and tell me what you think!
