Finals; Projects; Boys!

Aloha:D

Im backkk. i was away because i really havent had time to blog!! sorry): forgive me? Yes?! Good:) So whats up with me? well school, book projects (2 of them), crushesss:)), and Finalssss:P

Yep finals this week, bio final tomorrow, ap euro on wednesday, geometry and english on thursday, and spanish on friday!!! great -_- not. i hate finals, but there is no homework that week (except for spanish) which is a plus!!

But thats about the only good thing. these stupid tests count for like half your grade, so if you fail one you basically fail the class thus failing at school. who likes that?? NO ONE! 

Ha. anyways. other than finals i have 2 book projects due in the middle of february! TWO BOOK PROJECTS! dang thats what i get for being smart;)... well no. its just because im in honors english:P 

our honors english project is on "A Midsummer Night's Dream" By Shakespeare. yippee:) i love language i cant understand.. oh well:) i will survive. And the other project is an 'independent book project' because my english teacher will be away for a while in Costa Rica with the students rich enough to go... including not me. what i would give to go to Costa Rica for like 12 days:) lol. no i would much rather go to Europe next year:D anyways; off subject.. for this 'independent book project' i am reading "The Hunger Games" by Suzanne Collins , which i am looking forward to read actually! My dad read it, and a bunch of my friends read it! all positive reviews so thats good:) Pretty legitally excited about that!!! Going to start reading it tonight! might do a little review on it for all ya'll who havent read it. not that anybody would want to read a review from a teenage girl. much better sources out there. whatEVERRR hahaha. 

Well off of school and onto boys:)) i have this crush on a guy who i know i will NEVER be able to get together with because, well. i would probably just be a distraction to him and his game. There's this guy right? i really really like him. like idk i have never really liked a guy like this. Now 2 things get in the way of me moving into like the 'like'ing stage. me not being able to date, and i dont think relationships are anywhere in his future. He is this serious golfer, and i admire that. i love golf. i wish i could play. anyways. i know that golf is way more important to him in his life. and a girlfriend or in my case a 'really close friend that you wish you could date but has really strict parents' friend. and anyways i dont even know if he likes me. i mean i think he does but he is so hard to read..... O.M.G. ill be like texting him and at some points ill get these one word responses (which i understand, hes probably playing golf, he plays like everyday!) and other times we will get into a good conversation and he'll be like super flirty!! other than that. i give him hugs and i sit with him in study hall. he is so sweet! and tall:)) and so cute. i really like him. hahahahaaa if you couldnt tell..

in other news. i got a new ipod for christmas 2 or 3 weeks ago. a red ipod nano touch? i dont know exactly what they are called but i love it <3 its my new baby. 

and i love it. more than my touch, and more than my old nano. i have 3 ipods at the moment. lol yeah and each of them i have bought myself! yep im so good! lol!! just kidding. 

&&lets see, not this saturday but next saturday im going to palm springs with my youth group to sled and play in the snow there. looking forward to that and spending time with my peers. 

Tomorrow after my final im going to my best friends (Abby) house then going to Klayma (youth group at a different church than mine) and quite looking forward to that! i love the people that go to that. and the youth leader is so nice!!!! 

OH! and just recently me and my best friend and my twin (hes not really my twin we are just alike in MANY ways; its scary! not really) we all just finished watching a really good tv show called "What About Brian"

 on hulu.com (love hulu by the way) it was really really really good!!!! i wish it had never ended! i know i know it came out in 2007 but i just found it so gimme a break! hahah anyways it was such a good show! i LoveLoveLoved it!!!! now me and my best friend are watching "October Road" also an old show but just recently discovered it. Not as good as What About Brian but pretty good. 

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So well the drama between me and that other girl is kinda over. although im not gunna go straight back to being best friends with her again until she apologizes because the way she talked to me and treated me was uncalled for.

Anyways. yesterday was my schools Winter Dance :) OMG it was completely and utterly SO AMAZING!!!
yesterday has been like the best day of my life this year <3
it went like this:
i went to school and blah blah blah went to my math class.
then went with my awesome friend Hannah (that i admire along with a bunch of other senior girls that are my friends) to her house to get decorations then we went back to the school and started setting up and from 1 ish to 4:30 we set up the dance it looked like this;

Beautiful Right?:) i thought so too

Then me and Hannah went back to her house and got ready:) she did my hair amazingly. :D

Then we went to Tay's house to eat dinner with some other seniors and juniors:) 

this is us:

I love them <3

Then we all went to the dance! it was so much fun!!!!:D

and then while we were all dancing Santa came and visited us:)

Hahaha :D

I was sad i wasnt able to go back to Tay's but still over all it was an amazing day <3

Cant wait till the next dance:)

Anyways i just discovered some unpublished Ke$ha songs that are like really good:)

So yeah... today has been utterly boring and tomorrow i have church, cool cool:)

WTYL:)

Great yet Horrible

My day was.. well let me put it this way.... GoodBadBadderWorseWorser

I got to school saw Rihanna.. she was kinda rude to me until 4th period where she sits right in front of me. so she spoke to me.. i was.... well.... flabbergasted. then lunch came along.... grrrrrr. it was awesome. but then... i got like really hyper then started feeling REALLY bad like health wise... 

Long story short. im getting sick. and i feel.... words cannot even describe the pain im in right now... its is extremely excruciating... 

i am all clogged in my head.. my head hurts ALL over...my neck.. ohmygoshh...  im so feeling bad, and im going to Seaworld tomorrow! and i have a dance on Friday! i have to get better! there is no maybe or if i can.. i HAVE to... and on top of all that my mother took away my phone for 3 days because i didnt clean out 3 stupid cups that my little sister uses. my mom is THAT controlling... i hate hate hate this... im praying i get better... now off to eat dinner <3 and i really wanna get apple pie but NOOOO my mom said no sugar... frik... gosh dangit... this is just great...

Thanks if you take time to read my blog :) it means a lot:)

this one is short due to my being lazy... 

write to you tomorrow <3

whoever you are?:\

Here we go....

Hey the names Katie and this is my life, in blogspot style:)

Well i go to this little school with like maybe unnder 300 kids, you would expect there be no drama but NO there is a lot of drama that goes on that not many people know about.
My life is complicated as is; and the last thing i want is drama... but no... it seems to follow me around like a cat and mouse. im the mouse and drama is the cat. it wont stop chasing me. its like what the heck??

Anyways. so i have this friend, hmm lets say her name is Rihanna... well we were/are best friends.. right now the status of our friendship is: unknown... Recently we had kind of a fight. and this is how it started:

So we had been having some problems before Thanksgiving break but nothing really big...
one of them is she has this friend; uhh Cher. and apparently Cher is a huge crap talker. and yet
Rihanna is still friends with her even though she knows what shes like...... im like wow..
anyways. i dont like Cher- at all. Well Rihanna had been hanging out with Cher A LOT and i got
jealous. me being the jealous type... so on the night of Thanksgiving i was having a really bad day.
and on top of that i left my phone at my grammas house half an hour away... so i was sending people
people messages on facebook that i wouldnt be getting my phone till the next day or later; so when i sent
her a message i was very-- well, rude. i guess i was like:

"hey i left my phone at my grammas house;
not that you were texting me...
hope your having fun with Cher"

and then she IMd me and was like what the hell? and i was like im sorry i was upset and jealous because
i havent hung out with you in forever and havent seen you and i was just kinda a mess. and we kinda
sorted things out but; idk i kind of had this feeling that things werent quite settled but i just brushed it
off like it was nothing... and all during this she had been spending time with a mutual friend; hmm Marie..
and all through this i was kinda pushing her towards Marie and farther from me. And Marie had been going through a hard time with family issues so that was another reason they were talking a lot and hanging out
a lot more. Then on the Tuesday after Thanksgiving break they didnt sit with me in history; they usually did..
i was like okay fine okay... i was kind of mad but more just kinda like uhm why arent they sitting with me?
i didnt understand. and then after they hung out like by themselves the rest of the day and barely spoke to me
or anyone else in our little... -- 'clique' i guess you could say -- so that day i went home with my friend hmmm Sarah. and we hung out and went to youth group. then went to my grandmothers to spend the night. thats when everything went down,.. i sent Rihanna a text and this is how the conversation went:
Me: "Heyy):" (i accidentally had put a sad face)
Rihanna: what?
M: uhh nothing?
R: wtf?
M: what?? i accidently put a sad face! what is with you today?
R: nothing is with me today! and i just thought something was wrong since you put a sad face
M: okay.. why didnt you and Marie sit with me today in history?
R: uhm because marie didnt wanna talk to anyone about what happened?
M: how am i considered anyone? if anyone knows what shes going through its me?
R: im not saying you werent its just i was there for her a lot more and she just didnt want to talk to everyone
M: i was there for her too! i called her whenever i could! its not my fault i dont live up there!
R: im not saying you werent!
M: whatever.. i just didnt understand why you guys didnt sit with me and why did you like barely talk to me         today?
R: what dont you understand? i dont get what your problem is
M: i do understand now! and nothing is my problem! i just wanna know why you barely spoke to me today! i feel like your acting like we arent friends anymore! and i dont want that!
R: well im not acting like that.. im going to sleep goodnight

after this conversation i was not very happy and was not looking forward to the next day... needless to say that was the last time we really talked... like yeah we talked not the next day (wednesday) but like little talk on  thursday. and on Friday... again this is what hapenned: i get to study hall sit where we usually sit. she doesnt come in till like 10 or 15 minutes after i do with this other girl sits next to me and doesnt talk to me the whole time.... i was like.. okay.
Then there was today... so this is the class room:
there are rows of tables and an aisle in between
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i sit in the front row and in the aisle seat
normally she sits right next to me; today she sits in the same seat but in the row behind me. im like... okay alright. then i was like well im not gunna just sit here and do nothing so i turn around say hi how ya doing and stuff but thats it she answers then is quiet. doesnt respond with 'and you?' or something. nothing at all... then we went to the computer lab she sits next to me with this other girl and im like alright... then at 11:35 we are supposed to go to ASB she is sitting there with the other girl fooling around on the computer. so i just leave and when i get to ASB sit with my older friends. she comes in and looks at me and sits in the seat that is next to our other friends that are in the grade below us. and so today she ignored me the whole time except for when i spoke to her...... exciting right? not really.

well in this whole situation i feel like i did nothing wrong. and the reason why im not all upset and mad is because this isnt the first time this has happened to me... ever since last year when this happened with another girl i have become stronger and stuff. so im more prepared. anyways. i dont know what to think so.... yeah

well i started this blog for opinions so please comment and tell me what you think!